I hold the razor to my own throat and feel helpless, but show no mercy
[Intro: Vierre Cloud]
A new kind of love
Genetically altered
Enough of love life
And I can’t believe it’s not love
[Verse 1: 2ooDark]
Let me down slowly
Or let me down hard
It don’t matter ‘cause I’m always on guard
On par with the worst of them all
But I’m hopin’ I can cope with it all
My back on the wall as I fall
[Bridge: 2ooDark]
If I only mean nothing to you
What is my worth?
And if I am not an option for you
When will it work?
You’ll desert me or I’ll hurt me when I leave you in the dirt
It’s a curse that, I can never break
Watch me ruin everything that we make
[Verse 2: 2ooDark]
And I’m livin’ at a wake
At my own funеral holding addies and a cake
Talkin’ shit to my grave, takе a piss
Then repeat it all again
In an endless fuckin’ cycle of the end
[Verse 3: 2ooDark]
And I’ve taken different paths
I’ve chosen different steps
But every single time my stomach sinks and I’m depressed
I can’t get me out of bed
Affection that I had can’t ever fill the fuckin’ void in my chest
[Outro: 2ooDark]
And it’s sad but that’s the truth
It’s not about you, somewhere down the road
I got fucked, I got screwed
And I wish that I could tell you that more often
But I can though it’s true
I’m sorry for making you have to go through everything with me