Fog and Antidepressants

Dirty clothes and I smell like shit
My head hurts so bad I wish I didn't exist
I sit down as the cars pass by
I lost something but I don't know what I miss

I took off running right away
A quick escape

I think there was a time before this bender
Trying to find a place I don't remember
When everything felt like it was never ending
They weren't just dreams it was where I was heading
Everything was just a little bit smaller
I wasn't broke I just didn't have a dollar
Nothing matters when you livе in the present
Looking back through fog and antidеpressants

It's fucking hot and I feel like shit
I try to keep steady but the ground persists
The lights of a city full of life
Picking up speed leaving me behind

Every day I move further away
Forever lost in a past I made

I think there was a time before this bender
Trying to find a place I don't remember
When everything felt like it was never ending
They weren't just dreams it was where I was heading
Everything was just a little bit smaller
I wasn't broke I just didn't have a dollar
Nothing matters when you live in the present
Looking back through fog and antidepressants

The good times I am missing
I'm dead instead of living
Alone for the end of the world
The night falls while I'm sleeping
The sun dies I keep repeating
Alone for the end fo the world

One day this will come to an end
Don't let go