Sinkin

I'm sitting at my desk
I don't know what to do
First I lost myself, and then I lost you too
Must have been both hells what we've put us through
But there's no need to yell, o well, I guess if you need too
I'll be your wall of shame, but keep a smile
Eventhough I know you think that I'm a villain
I'm an angel is disguise
And for now it might not feel right
These jeans are just not fitting right
You need some space, your shoes unlace, just take your time
But I think that if you'd hear me out, you'd understand
That I am, I'm only trying to do what's right
She knows, at least I hope
Grass grows, but our boat don't float
I'm sitting in this wacky chair, while I'm wide awake
Scared of the unknown, the consequences or the sudden change
I've made mistakes, yeah I'll be real
I fucked up too, but we signed a deal
To create a better life, no lies
I sacrificed for the both of you
And what you did, and what you do
Admit the choices that you make are just for you
I'm trying to be the best I can, but can't believe it's true
Used to be days
When I called you boo
But I am still glad, I got my little homie
I am his dad and he's the only one that knows me
Stand alone in crowds, but while I got you round
I'm so proud
I am never lonely