Empty (feat. JonDulio)

I been feeling empty this whole time
I just keep going on and going on, when is my prime?
I'm just moving and moving I don't when to stop
She tore my heart out my chest and then she ripped to shreds
Been feeling kinda lost with all of this, when will it end?
I don't know, I don't know

Now that love fades, hope you forgive my mistakes
Every word that said you said is just burning inside of my brain
Will my efforts go up or will they down in vain
I'm screaming into the void, can anyone hear my pain?
Sometimes I wish you were dead but you'd haunt me instead
I'm trying to figure it out while I'm just laying in bed
I'm sick of feeling like this, I just might end up dead here
With a rose on top of my grave is this really the end?

I'm not the same kid as before, like when you, had met me
Been stuck in this state of mind, been feeling, so empty
You told me that I'm toxic, but I've heard it before
Every time that you left, you always came back for more
Said I was special but now I'm just a bit insecure
And that was tragic, but thats being dramatic
I can't believe I had it
all my reach, and now I sit up on this hill, thinking is this my peak
I carry the weight of the world but I'm still feeling weak
I'm just trying to live my life without all of their critique

Been stuck in this state of mind, been feeling, so empty
And I wish you would feel for me, just have some, sympathy
Tell me why you left like this, just tell why
Left me as a mess while you went and talked to another guy
God, I feel terrible now, I just want it to end
I thought you were my girl but you were just a damn friend
I really hate myself because of a girl that never cared
She really took my heart and then decided she should've share
But now I'm left here alone, I just sit down and stare
I'm looking for some love but I guess that its just too damn rare

I've been feeling empty this whole time
I just keep going on and going on
When is my prime?
I'm just
Going insane yeah thats all in my brain
You told me you were in love but you were playing a game
You just put a facade but I knew you wouldn't change
But why would, you just lie
And now you wish I would take you back
Like oh no, who are you?
And don't think that I could forgive
All the wrong, that you did