25

These days I feel like I been stuck in a cycle
An endless cycle full of worry and doubt
Ima prisoner of my own mind
Somebody bail me out
I got so much anxiety
I just wanna shut down
Nowadays i'm as paranoid as my mom with the stove on
I don't like the way i look in the mirror with my clothes off
I got a problem with myself
Skin's dry and bleeding
Hair's split receding
And i can't reach the top shelf
What kinda artist could i be,
When i hate what i create
4 years since the last one i think i'm too late
It's way too easy to give in to giving up
But if i give in to giving up
Then im probably gonna carry that weight

See I got all of this pressure
Kinda funny cuz I never know whether
I'm doing the right thing
Everything that i'm writing
Just doesn't feel right
Never satisfied
Why even try

I don't know
I don't know
I don't know what I'm doing no more
But i know
But i know
But i know that i gotta do more

If i could i would cry
Swear i'll make this my life

I hope someday I figure this out
Whatever this shit could be about
Got me feelin like a failure
These days I be needing my inhaler
I can't breathe cuz of all of this anxiety
Could I rely on me?
Maybe one day
I hope someday I figure this out
I know someday I'll figure this out

I used to be obsessed about fixing me
Finding all the things that could be wrong with me
Why can't I find love for the life of me
Every single flaw that I can never see
Why is it I can never find peace of mind?
Every time i think my brain just goes straight to lying
I used to be obsessed about fixing me
I still get obsessed about fixing me

Now that I'm 25
I'm starting to realize

That i know that i got it in me
That i know that i got it in me
That i know that i got it in me
That i know that i got it in me
That i know that i got it in me
That i know that i got it in me
That i know that i got it in me
That i know that i got it in me

I hope someday I figure this out
Whatever this shit could be about
Got me feelin like a failure
These days I be needing my inhaler
I can't breathe cuz of all of this anxiety
Could I rely on me?
Maybe one day
I hope someday I figure this out
I know someday I'll figure this out

Pour one out for the lost and found
It took me way too long just to realize
I apologize for doubting you just
Take a look at yourself
Lemme take another look at me
Stop criticizing let me be
And trust me

It's okay to fail cuz failings a part of life
Cuz it's the year of 25 and i swear ima thrive
Got nothin holdin me back
Cuz i'ma make this my life

It's the year of 25 and I swear I'm gonna thrive
Cuz i'ma make this my life