final goodbye

I still only sleep on my side of the bed
Leaving your side empty
Clinging on to the memories that we once had

Is this foolish thinking
Why can't I just let you go

Stuck replaying the day of our final goodbye
Why can't I just let you go
Wishing that you'd come crawling back to my side
I'd kill to have you be mine again

Do I ever cross your mind
Do you ever think about those times
Do you have any regrets
Was I the only one that was a wreck

I hear about your laughs through stories
I hear about how much you're happy
I'm glad that you found your peace
I just wish that the same had happened to me

Am I foolish for thinking you'd call me again
Trapped in this daydream knowing that it has to end
Why can't I just let you go

Stuck replaying the day of our final goodbye
Why can't I just let you go
Wishing that you'd come crawling back to my side
I'd kill to have you be mine again

I know you've moved on
How do I do the same
Why can't I just let you go
The feel of you lingers
I can't scrub it away

I'd kill to have you be mine again