Nothing Left to Lose

For the longest time I wondered if we would ever get close again
There’s a hole left in my heart so wide and these girls don’t cover it
I’m taking shots to numb the pain too much and now you got a new boyfriend
Do you still miss me
Like I still miss it oh
And I get jealous by myself sometimes when I wanna just block it out
I thought I was over going backwards but I guess life took another route
Now I’m blowing clouds to mask my face too much
When there aint nobody else around
Do you still miss me
Like I still miss it oh
Pointless conversations got me thinking why I’m here
It’s 3am and you’re not calling I just need to hear your voice
Cause you got me but I lost you
And I can’t drink enough to get through the night I’ve tried to
Wait for something better
Hold my fucking head up
Do all of the things I’d tell me to if I was you
But I’m messing up again drunk
Texting you in bed there’s
No way I could stop it even if I wanted to
I’ve got nothing left to lose
You shouldn’t question why I’m saying this when you know I’m only part to blame
I never called and gave you space to love another man in a different way
So why you hitting up my phone so much
Are you telling me he’s not the same
Do you still miss me
Like I still miss it oh
And I can’t afford to talk in circles no but I can make a lot of change for you
I’m picturing how much different life would be if we both didn’t have to move
And I still think about that day I left and when you said you loved me too
If I still mean it
Would you still believe it oh
Pointless conversations got me thinking why I’m here
It’s three am and you’re not calling I just need to hear your voice
Cause you got me but I lost you
And I can’t drink enough to get through the night
I’ve tried to
Wait for something better
Hold my fucking head up
Do all of the things I’d tell me to if I was you
But I’m messing up again drunk
Texting you in bed there’s
No way I could stop it even if I wanted to
I’ve got nothing left to lose
Better
Hold my fucking head up
Yea
Again drunk
I've got nothing left to lose baby
I got nothing left to lose no
Yea
Wait for something better
Hold my fucking head up
Do all of the things I’d tell me to if I was you
But I’m messing up again drunk
Texting you in bed there’s
No way I could stop it even if I wanted to
I’ve got nothing left to lose
Nothing left to lose